hey,, boy..

hi boy...

rrr,, uhmm..ouchh.. errghhh..

actually Im just... uhmm..

i dont know but uhhhmm... argH!

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 I miss u,, boy !!

Yeeah I miss you !! and Im crazy enough to realize that im just crazy about you.. heyy 

and I dont like,, I hate this kinda feeling..!!

I know it just make u feel.....

uncomfortable

not free

tight

yeah something like that..

And... considering that u're the boy that need to feeling free...

Im just like a tight belt,,or..narrow cage,,or..no-air space for him...

I dont know... but I dont like this feeling...

hm,,, boy...

But do u ever thought about my feeling.. about the big "WHY" i can do this,,

because I need you when u're need to be alone, to enjor your own self.. ya,, so,, the result is u're not fine, Im not fine.. I need you, because the condition "forces" me to be a moreee... sensitive girl in the world. but at the same time,, u just need to be alone.. Yeah,, I understand about that. but sometimes I need the nice way, nice reason, and nice time to know and to understand u,boy... yeah.. U're just the boy.. and u dont understand..

sigh...

forget it. I know,, I'll take the time to think and to talk it to you...

I miss you, boy...